bananarama96

Its been quite a long time since I've posted anything here. I've changed so much as a person, some for better a lot for worse, but I am who I am and I suppose I'm ok with that. I've always tried to see the bright side of every situation (its not always been easy) but we live to deal with the things the universe throws at us. I've become a whole different person these past couple years, I'm more confident (I actually start up conversations with strangers) I'm not so afraid of the world anymore or the people whom reside in it. I've learnt that every person has the same sort of goal in life and they all have fears/worries just the same as me.

I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some ran